Scared

It was about this time of the year last year when I was seriously considering about quitting my full-time job to pursue graduate school full-time (plus, I was already feeling iffy about what I was doing professionally anyway). Well, a year has passed, and I'm half-way through graduate school - and honestly, I think it has thus far one of the best decisions I made in my life (although I felt a little guilty last fall). I'm at my happiest right now; and during the past two semesters, I've learned so much (academically and on a personal level) and met so few people that I can't imagine not seeing or talking to. Haha. I love my life now. Really. But then again, what if this is all temporary? I'm a bit scared, to be honest. What happened to me before happens again? I don't want to go through that stage of life again! On a lighter note though, I think I know myself better now, and I think I've gone through so much heartache already that I'm much stronger. We'll see what happens though. Ahh, I have a year left! I don't want it to end!